Saturday, October 31, 2009
- Lesson learnt -
I promised fan that i must learn how to reject pple.
Lesson learnt today and I realised how I neglected his feelings.
It's not that my fan dislikes me gg out with pple. But he wants me to agree gg out willingly for an activity and not cos I just give in when friends nag at me.
I just can't reject pple who jio me out even though I'm not very keen in the first place. And it's difficult for me to tell friends a lie just for the sake of execusing myself from gg.
It makes me feel bad when I upset him.
And I start to feel really uneasy cos I'm scare of making this very impt man unhappy.
Heartpain too.
I cried cos Im guilty of making my fan upset. Try not to have another time ya. I will learn k baby :)
1:54 AM; the pieces