Tuesday, December 02, 2008
- falling back in -
Isn't the below adorable?
I was smiling to myself like nobody business when i received that. He sent that. Yah... he sent that to me.
People may be asking me if this is all worth it and if this is what i really want. I really don't know how to answer. Don't scold me silly for making the decision to fall back again.
Perhaps i have been telling too much on how he had treated me but come to think of it, i have not been treating him good enough too. I am not behaving what the other half should do and i think i totally lost the power, ability, knowledge and sense of being the other half. Yah... i don't know the way to treat him well. I don't know how to be his other half.
I don't know how long i can hang on to this. Nope i'm not tired but i just feel i'm clueless to everything the other half should be doing. I'm not emo either. Just don't know what the hell i'm doing and thinking.
Am i really that hopeless? Ha!
11:40 PM; the pieces
