Sunday, May 06, 2007
I can't sleep last nite partly becos of my knees and partly becos i was thinking of some stuff as well... Somehow feel that i come to realise something and aiya i dunno how to say...
Anyway, went out with peg n her bf to ecp for some bbq but in the end ended up cursing n swear cos we cycle rounds n rounds so as to find the pit. So my knees are super suan last nite and it hindered my sleep. At the same time, i was looking through all the messages in my phone. Actually hor until last nite, i was still keeping all the sweet n sad messages that my ex sent to me. I should have deleted it long time ago but somehow i just nv cos i wanted to keep it as memory haha...
Ok time just pass so super fast lor and i realised last nite that i shouldn't keep all those msg anymore... no y but just feel that i dun have to keep it... i also have a sudden urge to tell him that i don't feel like seeing him for a long long time till i contact him again... I dun wan him to be concern about my life or asking me how i am n stuff...
No! Don't get me wrong that i still have feeling for him. I don't have any love feeling for him liao but its weird to see him again lor... not say i keep contacting him now lah... but i just dun feel like contacting him until i happy or wat.... haha.... Ok anything i type here are some thoughts i suddenly think of n i may forget abt it to share with anyone cos i super forgetful... So ah... forgive me for keeping things to myself sometimes.
Anyway, life don't feel good when guys treat u as dunno wat. Their actions and thinkings are really unpredictable like woman. Haiz...
Class will start on tue again.
Sian big time but bo bian lah this mod is extra... Most prob gg ktving on fri haha... then dunno when go party again. Hope soon ba... will ask eva when she wants to go. Maybe to join jean on one of the sat or wat... I wanted to go with peg on wed but have to work next day n its difficult for me to take leave also. Haiz... nvm.Ok... blog is getting BORING... with no pics to upload at all...
Alrighty... no more emo stuff.
Have a nice weekend peeps!
I enjoy mine a relaxing one... Haha...
4:00 PM; the pieces
