Sunday, May 20, 2007
- b . l . e . h -
BOOOOO.......
Weather super good today... Simply love it n make me feel good...
Been feeling kind of weird and i dunno how to describe the feeling. Lots of mixed and funny feelings... Its lost, sian, sick, bored, tired, hungry, not myself, friendless (i am lah haha), outcast, being used, pretender (is there such a word?), loner, blah blah blah... Just some negative feelings about my life now.
No worry... not gg to do anything silly cos i'm not that kind of person who will hurt myself. I love myself too much...
I super miss yoga, my kids, sch life, being cherish, hug n love, tai tai life, laugh till my stomach hurts and more and more and more...
Perhaps i should make myself so so busy till i have totally no time to think of anything and make myself so exhausted that i only think of slp and nothing else... boo to bad mood again...
Ok... talk no more...
3:43 PM; the pieces