Tuesday, May 29, 2007
I want to cut my frizzy and thick hair! Can't really stand it but i still have to tahan it till i know what i want to do with it. Should i perm it? but i'm scare of... eh... ok just scare of something after the perm.
I'm not going to rebond it for sure. I wanted to cut short but without rebonding, that is a no no again. I can't do anything to my hair lor... ARGH!
WHAT SHOULD I DO???
I won't be seeing mama for like 3 to 4 days cos im out almost everyday! Yay Yay Yay... Yay not cos i cant see mama but cos i get to meet up with friends. Was out with Jean to watch pirates yesterday, today got class then tml out for gathering... After so long then i realise i have friends to go out with haha... no lah just for this period of time only.
Xiao Jing wanted to watch movie, so will go out with her to catch a show sometime. Last min said she cannot make it this fri so think i have to ask the rest if they still wanna meet for dinner.
Peg is away to shanghai... Envy her... Please be back soon.
I hope to settle my stupid hair by next month... Hope lah huh :)
Back to work back to work...
2:17 PM; the pieces
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Weather super good today... Simply love it n make me feel good...
Been feeling kind of weird and i dunno how to describe the feeling. Lots of mixed and funny feelings... Its lost, sian, sick, bored, tired, hungry, not myself, friendless (i am lah haha), outcast, being used, pretender (is there such a word?), loner, blah blah blah... Just some negative feelings about my life now.
No worry... not gg to do anything silly cos i'm not that kind of person who will hurt myself. I love myself too much...
I super miss yoga, my kids, sch life, being cherish, hug n love, tai tai life, laugh till my stomach hurts and more and more and more...
Perhaps i should make myself so so busy till i have totally no time to think of anything and make myself so exhausted that i only think of slp and nothing else... boo to bad mood again...
Ok... talk no more...
3:43 PM; the pieces
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Its like hot sun one moment n the next pouring rain.
Tml ktving with peg
I have nothing to talk about... but i still insist of typing something. Ok let me complain abit ya...We are so tired... working and studying N this sem no rest at all. Have to pia project out in 1 mth time N immediately after that exam for this mod. Wa lao... N without any rest, we are starting another sem. The torture just goes on like that... on n on...
Tiring right? Haiz... what to do? I choose to be like that. So i better stop grumbling.
Alrightyyyyy......
Have . a . nice . weekend . peeps
4:59 PM; the pieces
Sunday, May 06, 2007
I can't sleep last nite partly becos of my knees and partly becos i was thinking of some stuff as well... Somehow feel that i come to realise something and aiya i dunno how to say...
Anyway, went out with peg n her bf to ecp for some bbq but in the end ended up cursing n swear cos we cycle rounds n rounds so as to find the pit. So my knees are super suan last nite and it hindered my sleep. At the same time, i was looking through all the messages in my phone. Actually hor until last nite, i was still keeping all the sweet n sad messages that my ex sent to me. I should have deleted it long time ago but somehow i just nv cos i wanted to keep it as memory haha...
Ok time just pass so super fast lor and i realised last nite that i shouldn't keep all those msg anymore... no y but just feel that i dun have to keep it... i also have a sudden urge to tell him that i don't feel like seeing him for a long long time till i contact him again... I dun wan him to be concern about my life or asking me how i am n stuff...
No! Don't get me wrong that i still have feeling for him. I don't have any love feeling for him liao but its weird to see him again lor... not say i keep contacting him now lah... but i just dun feel like contacting him until i happy or wat.... haha.... Ok anything i type here are some thoughts i suddenly think of n i may forget abt it to share with anyone cos i super forgetful... So ah... forgive me for keeping things to myself sometimes.
Anyway, life don't feel good when guys treat u as dunno wat. Their actions and thinkings are really unpredictable like woman. Haiz...
Class will start on tue again.
Sian big time but bo bian lah this mod is extra... Most prob gg ktving on fri haha... then dunno when go party again. Hope soon ba... will ask eva when she wants to go. Maybe to join jean on one of the sat or wat... I wanted to go with peg on wed but have to work next day n its difficult for me to take leave also. Haiz... nvm.Ok... blog is getting BORING... with no pics to upload at all...
Alrighty... no more emo stuff.
Have a nice weekend peeps!
I enjoy mine a relaxing one... Haha...
4:00 PM; the pieces
