Sunday, December 31, 2006
- Bye 2006 -
Another year gone and some how i'm going to end this year in quite a bad mood.
Yup...
terrible and blue mood...
Come to think of it, this year quite happening also.
1) I get to change job twice, from student care to link.
2) In between the changing of job, i went holiday with my
bf ex-bf for the 1st time. Went bangkok with peg in the following month also.
3) Get to know nice pple from link and thought that is my happiest moment of the year
4) Get pek chek with rmit over the study thingy and now i'm ending up studying there next year. What the hell am i thinking?
5) Move to a new home at hougang
<-- added event cos forgot
6) Tragic stuff like i broke up with my 3.5 years bf.
7) Get to do my yoga finally and thought it will occupy me abit but hmm....
8) And now, two months after the break up, i feel i'm a different person. I have lost something i thought i always have and i just feel that i'm back to that kind of emotion from day 1 of my singlehood.
Its not that i have not get over my bf but i just think i have lost happiness... I just feel im not happy with everything around me... I don't feel i'm the same me anymore!!! I don't know what the hell is happening to me and i don't know what i'm thinking... i just feel so pessimistic towards everything coming my way next year...
Now i'm thinking i can survive through the 2.5 years of part time studying. Am i just thinking too much? I'm thinking whether i have made the right choice by choosing to study at rmit... Anyway i can't change anything liao unless i withdraw now...
My blog is getting so blue and moody for like the past 1 month with almost all the entries with terrible mood swings. From angry or pek chek to very lonely and empty...
Haiz~~~Think i'm not going to continue typing my foul feeling here liao...
I just hope i can jump out of this next year. Work and school can go on smoothly and this is what i really want to see... Continue to know nice pple, have good health and also all my friends and my family to have good health and be happy! Have an even more happening 2007!
~~ :: HAPPY NEW YEAR :: ~~ Enjoy urself!!!
3:05 PM; the pieces
