Sunday, December 31, 2006
Yup... terrible and blue mood...
Come to think of it, this year quite happening also.
1) I get to change job twice, from student care to link.
2) In between the changing of job, i went holiday with my
3) Get to know nice pple from link and thought that is my happiest moment of the year
4) Get pek chek with rmit over the study thingy and now i'm ending up studying there next year. What the hell am i thinking?
5) Move to a new home at hougang <-- added event cos forgot
6) Tragic stuff like i broke up with my 3.5 years bf.
7) Get to do my yoga finally and thought it will occupy me abit but hmm....
8) And now, two months after the break up, i feel i'm a different person. I have lost something i thought i always have and i just feel that i'm back to that kind of emotion from day 1 of my singlehood.
Its not that i have not get over my bf but i just think i have lost happiness... I just feel im not happy with everything around me... I don't feel i'm the same me anymore!!! I don't know what the hell is happening to me and i don't know what i'm thinking... i just feel so pessimistic towards everything coming my way next year...
Now i'm thinking i can survive through the 2.5 years of part time studying. Am i just thinking too much? I'm thinking whether i have made the right choice by choosing to study at rmit... Anyway i can't change anything liao unless i withdraw now...
My blog is getting so blue and moody for like the past 1 month with almost all the entries with terrible mood swings. From angry or pek chek to very lonely and empty... Haiz~~~
Think i'm not going to continue typing my foul feeling here liao...
I just hope i can jump out of this next year. Work and school can go on smoothly and this is what i really want to see... Continue to know nice pple, have good health and also all my friends and my family to have good health and be happy! Have an even more happening 2007!
~~ :: HAPPY NEW YEAR :: ~~
Enjoy urself!!!
3:05 PM; the pieces
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
I want to go yoga... Tml i will go...
The rain is making me so moody and im wondering if i will get depression if i continue to be so emo. Peg said she has not seen me like that before for the many years she has known me. Yah... and i have never felt that depressed before either.
I just feel that i'm no longer that happy me that i used to be... I hope my mild depression will come to an end soon. Hope so lor.
Thanks peg for making me feel slightly better on eve :) thanks girl...
Ok i may look ok here but i really not ok... U know u still have to smile when u take pic right? So im not acting moody k.
Be happier~~~
1:19 PM; the pieces
Sunday, December 24, 2006
From their web, they say...
you need this product if:
- you want to give your skin a drink of water
- your skin is normal with a traditional t-zone
- your skin sallow and you want it to be more rosy
- your skin is aging faster than you are
- your skin is sun damaged
- you like a moisturiser that is lightweight and non-greasy
- you want skin that is "makeup optional"
Haha that is the main reason i wanted to try out this hopeful product. I wish i can have it... i will go check out the price. They have it here... at taka B1 at true colours makeup. Is there a shop call true colours makeup at taka??? Hmm... i shall go check it out myself haha~~~
Talking about skincare, i hope to try this brand called Aesop as well. Its ex lah so when i can afford next time i will try their stuff. I will try jurlique skincare also if i have the money... Both are more to botanical kind of products.
Haiz its Xmas liao... So damn fast lor. End of another year again.
Anyway... Merry Christmas to ALL!!!
Cheers :D
1:27 PM; the pieces
Friday, December 22, 2006
Same feeling as previous post...
EMPTY AND LONELY.........
Hope my feeling can get better!
Merry Xmas to everyone~~~
4:53 PM; the pieces
Thursday, December 21, 2006
I dunno, i really dunno but this is not pms or wat.
Im just feeling so lost, empty, lonely, shitty and etc... I feel that whenever im alone by myself which is most of the time lah. I dunno what makes me feel that way but i just have this feeling these few days.
I was thinking maybe i have been doing things on my own alot recently and that is y i feel so lonely cos i used to have someone there with me. Haiz... I know crying can make me feel better but no tears leh.
Hope i can feel better soon... :(
11:42 AM; the pieces
Monday, December 18, 2006
Just this morning, im pissed again. I'm pissed when everything and anything just like to come find trouble with me when i have enough things to get vexed over. Ok... what happen is i received this call from NTUC in the morning saying that they would like me to go down for interview. Its a good thing right? but what im pissed is they called at the wrong time!
I have already accepted a hr admin cum PA job which i dun really like alot but think i can learn things then also another job interview just now which im still waiting for their reply now. AND... this NTUC job i had applied for it like in OCT lor then now call up.
TELL ME WHAT I CAN DO???
I was still thinking so quickly in the morning whether i should go for the interview or not cos i wanted that job so badly in the first place and i have even applied for it twice after seeing that they publised it on the papers again. WAT THE WAT!!! then they take so long to call me up for interview...
Why i wanted this NTUC job cos its at raffles place, same place when im with Link. AND... i can still go lunch with all my very nice ex-colleagues from Link. Argh~~~ See now cannot liao lor cos i can't hold on to so many things at the same time cos by tml i have to go down to sign appt letter with that hr admin job. Then i still waiting here for another reply also.
Argh!!!
I hate it alot when all these jobs just like to come all at one shot. When i wanted to go interviews, none call up. When im there struggling with what to choose then this call up and that call up... AH.....
Ok so now i have to wait for that reply for mkting admin then if they hire me, i will take up the job and reject the hr admin. My mom was telling me this morning that i should think properly if i wanted to take up the mkting admin cos i will be handling 3 pple at the same time. Its not easy to handle the MD, Vice director n the mkting manager at the same time. And she reminded me that i still have to handle my studies as well and i should take up a more stressless job.
Haiz... Its a decision i dunno how to make but if u ask me which job i prefer, i will choose the mkting admin although its a PA job at the same time to their MD.
By tml morning if i still nv get a reply, i will have to email them and ask for a reply.
Things will be solved tml but i just hate it when they all come at the same time. Why can't they just come one by one? as in i have already confirmed everything with one company and have no chance to regret anything cos i wont be gg for the interview also.
Haiz..........................................................
4:10 PM; the pieces
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Carefree, Tai-tai style, go out as and when i like... Aiya just very free kind of life lah.
Dunno whats happening to me but im just starting to worry how my life will be like after i start work n my studies at the same time. Im kind of worried that i scare i can't cope very well... Am i just thinking too much but i have already knew that since that very first day when i decided to take up part time. Argh... Hate myself for thinking n worrying so much...
I want to have a bf also... Haha... so im thinking if i have to work, study n falling in love all at the same time then i will be so damn busy... Haha anyway there is nobody going after me oso lah so this is just my stupid imagination. Haha~~~
Interview tml. Wish me good luck ah. I wanted to go yoga tml but no class i like in the afternoon. Shall go on tues and sweat myself out for 1.5 hour. Yeah!!! I adore hot yoga so much but at the same time i must eat more also lah cos even peg said i slim down...
Oh shit lor... Im skinny enough n i can't afford to slim down even more cos i will look so ugly... Yucks!!! i dun wan that to happen so i will eat more and oso eat rice from later onwards... If i'm hungry at nite, i must eat something n drop my theory of no supper... Haha...
Yes! I shall eat more!
5:19 PM; the pieces
Friday, December 15, 2006
Now there is some peace cos i think its the workers' lunch time but think after 1, the torture will continue again. AH!!!!
My body is aching... Think its the yoga yesterday ba. I kind of force myself to do more.
Ah... Im sleepy... -_-
For these two days, i have been doing a assignment by the interview company. I have to create a html page for their nov newsletter. This is like a test and i still have to meet the ang mo boss on mon. Haiz... No more test for me please... Anyway later in the evening have to go orientation. Think im sneaking out half way if i can't get to know any pple. Im tired...
Anyway, im still waiting for some pple to contact me but no news from the pple.
Hello~~~ Agrh~~~
Cheers :)
12:51 PM; the pieces
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Hohoho~~~~
Kim Jeong Hoon
He Jun Xiang
Zheng Yuan Chang
I have been asked to choose one but i can't decide which one to choose... Very very shuai to choose one. So i have decided to love them all. Haha... u must be scolding me a crazy girl now... but... they really very shuai ma.
Oh......
12:07 PM; the pieces
What lai liao???
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MNG SALES!!!
Its hard not to feel excited... Hohoho... I will be there as early as i can to grab that dress i want so much cos i have decided to use my voucher for my moisturiser liao cos it costs more than the dress...
Im going for an interview later so wish me good luck ah. As for th PA job, i dunno wat the hell happen to them but they just nv reply me after i emailed the boss that im interested to take up the job liao. Dun tell me they get other pple in to work liao! Haiz... its my life lah if i nv get the job i want... who to blame...
I think i start to babble quite alot of nonsense stuff recently... dunno wat make me talk so much recently oso haha... is it peg? cos she babbles alot oso haha....
So today, i will be gg for the interview then go for my HOT yoga.
Tml, wake up real early to go bank get cash cheque from them for sch fee then head down to sim to pay it. After that, head to orchard for my yoga again... Will try to sneak in to mango if they let me in without the member card. haha... Very kaisu ah....
Thurs, wake up early go mng sales... will try to slot in yoga oso then im thinking whether i should go home first before i meet peg for KTV at nite. Wahahah~~~ we have such big craving for ktv n we will be very high that nite. Only the two of us but i tell u it will be crazy for sure.
Fri, have to go SIM for orientation in the evening. Finally...
Sat, out with peg again to Arab Street area...
Wow... nv have so many things to occupy me for a few days in a row lor... Good Good hehe...
Ciao for now...
10:59 AM; the pieces
Monday, December 11, 2006
Ah i think i simply like this whole building... Its so cute in red.
And look at me... I never know that im so so fair until i see these pics we took. People have been saying that im fair but i always deny it cos i dun think im that fair at all. Then now i realise im really very fair... Im happy with my fair haha....
The very fan peg was talking about something for the whole of yesterday then very troubled by it. So in the end i went hm myself cos she had to meet her friend. I received a call again last nite that really shocked me out of my life and just now i recieved a call from her again n im so shocked out of my life for the second time...
Haiz... i hate pple who cant decide wat they want. Or keep u hanging down there... We girls are a bunch of poor pple who are being fooled around by some stupid guys who think they are really that good at making girls fall for them. They make u think there is a chance of getting together or they like you and the next moment tell u they only want to be friends... Wat the hell is that!!!
For once in your life can u pple, im refering to the guys, that u make sure what u like in a girl and know for yourself that you want to be with her before showing affection to one. This is so shitty lor... Im pissed by what happen to peg and at the same time with something that is still hanging in me... Agrh... Very very pissed!!!
AH!!!
Ok anyway, from some very reliable info, the mng sales is here this week... Hohoho... I make sure i grab that dress i tried yesterday. It is totally gorgeous on me lor Haha... n sexy for sure Haha... Or should i buy it first cos anyway i have a $20 isetan voucher? Hmm.... i think not much diff. Maybe i go get it tml. Wahahaha~~~
Yup... i hope i have some response this week from ... and btw, im not selected for that job that i had been through 3 rounds of interviews. Its kind of sad cos i wanted it so much and i put in effort in getting it but haiz... no choice lah.
Good luck for watever is happening to me... I need it... I hope i can get wat i want...
Cheers :D
1:11 PM; the pieces
Thursday, December 07, 2006
1st interview - feel good about it cos the hr person still likes me alot. Haha it does matter because she has a part in considering me for the job. The boss is nice too, good looking too wahahaha... Ang mo. They still have to sit down to discuss so again i have to wait till next week to know the result. This interview is tedious as i had been through 3 rounds of test n interviews. I really hope i can get this job cos i want it so badly lor...
After this first interview, i went to bugis to loiter around and i feel so tired so i sit down to rest at delifrance but i suspect i did doze off while sitting down. haha~~~ Very tired ah...
2nd interview - Boss is nice... but the job i will be doing will be some hr admin cum personal assistant to boss. It seems like they are willing to pay me more haha... but... i still hope i can get the marketing job so this is the 2nd alternative. I will know the result next week as well.
By the end of it, im half dead... Lousy man... Dunno why i feel so lethargic lor.
I even change two yoga classes tml to one liao cos i feel very tired. Haha... Please wish me good luck. Anyway nobody is actually reading my blog that often lah so i wish myself... Haha!
K tired liao... Ciao!!!
* some pple actually attitude me when i have done nothing to deserve that... tell me in my face what is wrong rather than attituding me. I dun like that.
5:02 PM; the pieces
Monday, December 04, 2006
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Have i done this before? I think so... haha...
12:48 PM; the pieces
I can keep yawning everywhere i go and even after my hot yoga. I should be awake leh right???
Haiz... there must be some illness that has got to do with constant yawning and tiredness Haha... What is that ah?
-_-"
12:30 PM; the pieces
