Saturday, February 11, 2006
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Hmm... I nv take the job in the end mainly for some reasons...
1. They actually dun wan to wait for me for 1 month but in the end some how the manager likes me so the hr have to call n say they can wait for me liao.
Is that one reason???
Haha... I dunno...
2. They r paying me 1400 after talking to them for so many times. Cos i'm new n that is what they pay for sales coordinator who have no experience.
3. I'm damn n irritating with myself for so damn fickle minded on whether to go study or work... This is wat i told the hr manager when i called her this morning. I dun wan to work for just a few months then i quit cos i wan to go study then they have to find pple again.
She said she is glad i told her this first...
She thought i very proud n r like some other pple who wants to start from a higher position or pay. She said if she is me, she will start from the bottom n prove to the company that she's capable of her work n from there go up the ladder. But.... this is not wat i mean... I really dun mind working at a lower pay if that is really wat i wanted to do...
But the place is quite wu lu. In order to eat food from outside u have to travel out real far. (ok... maybe this is one factor oso.) Very inconvenient...
Soooooo...... for now i think its better for me to think carefully wat i really want to do. I'm so idiot lor... there i am saying that i want to study then i still keep looking for job.
WHAT I WANT!!!!Can't stand myself oso... I am always thinking if i study full time then i can only work part time which is only like sales job then when i come out, its like back to square one leh... But if i study part time then have a full time job, i know it will be very tired which so far only my current boss agreed me to do it cos i will have the experience n qualification.
Haizzz..... Haiz....... Haiz.....I will sort out my thought very soon... I guess...
7:15 PM; the pieces
